Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Lakad Pauna

Your past love and her boyfriend are having the time of their lives.

Ever-so-happy, eternal bliss is what they have in each other's arms. A perfect moment for them and the never-ending damnation for your heart.

You sulk and die almost everyday for the time that they are together. Flashes of your past pass by your eyes every night until you cry yourself to sleep.

What can be so wrong of wishing that they separate and prove yourself to her that you can be the person that she is yearning for?

Perhaps, it is not so wrong.

But wishes can sometimes go over the border and can be fulfilled more than what you wanted. Be careful of what you wished for... as warned by the Wishmaster.

Years go by, you get used to the feeling of being alone and you've decided to let go.

YOU FINALLY LET GO.

She makes you realize that she is the last thing you need in your life right now. She matters the least, and that you practically have no point in placing her in this miserable life of yours.

You face the fact. You find no excuse for her reasons of not loving you anymore and you accept it, whole-heartedly.

You scrap what the two of you had throughout all those years -- good times, sweet moments, and the feeling of being loved and cared for -- as if it was a piece of paper that you crumpled and threw down in the trash bin.

Life is a maniacal villain waiting to gobble your supply of oxygen at any given moment. You can't tell when.

Your ex-girlfriend's boyfriend suddenly vanishes without a trace. She was left behind, without any given reason or closure.

She was perhaps, duped. Tsk tsk tsk.

And she is left with nothing but the darkness of being alone. Thanks to the power of your wish.

You secretly smile from afar.

Would you take her back? Perhaps.

Would you comfort her and tell her that you're there? Possibly, but not quite.

Would you pursue the lost feelings that you've had for her all throughout your life? Maybe.

There is no certainty with all of this thoughts of you and her. As a matter of fact, you are now free.

All you could do is smile. Smile that she is in pain. Smile that she is suffering. Smile that you never-ever be the person that she can run to. You don't need her. She has no place in your heart.

Smile and walk away. Walk away from her. You don't want to be trapped in that feeling you were in, last few years ago.

Yes. The feeling is sweet.

You are free.